Good Morning Pervie Friends!
I have official permission to announce that *clears throat* your nilla…has a Sir!
I’ve alluded to it, but now it is out there for all of you to share my happiness. And I am. So happy. We will meet in person next week. He gave me space to make up my mind. No forcing the issue. I’m cheating on my wife. With a man. Probably the ultimate slap to a lesbian relationship. I still love my wife, and my family, but. And it’s a big but. I’m not happy in this Vanilla World. Not that all of life is about what makes us “happy=happy” all the time. But I’ve finally decided that this is something I must do. Free my sexay beast. Let her explore this dark fascination I have had. You, you all know my fantasies. He will work on making them come true. For both of us…and that says so much, doesn’t it?
We’ve been talking online for about a month, and………… (nilla shakes her head, smiles) ….some things can’t be put into words. He is just simply…. perfect for me. I’ll tell you all a secret…I adore him already. He’s very, very patient w/me. And he loves all the silly and sexy pics I’ve sent. He thinks nilla is sexy! Oh. Wow.
(nilla fans face) And…he makes me very hot. Very wet. Very, very needy. He’s told me a few things he plans to do to me, but I’m going to tease you…and tell you later!
(nilla happy dances around the computer)
hee! I so happy!
Thank you Sir. For listening. For caring. For making me feel safe enough to leap. Because I’m coming (talk about word play, hee!), and I’m going to run right to the edge of that precipice and …..