why can’t i sleep? tossing in memories of You. rolling in thoughts of your hands in my hair, on my nipples, kneading me, needing me, taking me.
why can’t i sleep? lost in the inbetween world that presages rest, You are there.
The ghost of you.
reaching out in memories of flesh buried in flesh. touching me with thoughts of lips, and teeth used in equal measure across my skin.
The ghost of you,
reaching in to take from me, even knowing that i yield all to You.
Why can’t i sleep? Coz You are not here.
And i am.