One More Real-Life nilla ~ love letters

Spent the day at work writing like a fiend. i plan to spend some time later today spell checking, proof reading etc, so y’all will get some nice juicy stories this week.


i could not let one more day go without saying publicly, LOUDLY, how very much i love my Master. Every day, He has written to me. At first, in January, as we began to reknit our relationship, it was hammering out our rules, our guidelines.

Since that work is behind us, it’s usually little things that have come up in conversations that he plays off of. Some deeply and richly sexy, sensual, hawt. Some, funny. As you may have guessed, laughter is verrah important to me. His humor dovetails beautifully with mine, and i kid you not, this Master of mine often leaves me in tears…laughter tears, after a phone call.

As He says, nilla, you’re laughing yourself to sleep again, aren’t you? And i have.

Today i opened my email and there was my morning note from Master.

a love letter.

Thoughtful, caring, D/s…..and it made me cry…beautiful happy tears sliding down my face as my kids ate breakfast three rooms away.

So fucking moved, i could not have spoken a word, my throat clenched tightly, my heart swelling full of love for this Man, my Master.

i know you come here for smut, and hawt sexy, and a bit of romance, and i know i’ve denied you that for 3 fucking days….(denial is good, you know that, my subbie slut sisters…coz the resultant explosion is exponentially more potent…)

…and today i’m feeding you a little bit of *my* romance…



Glad we have 2/20 forever.
Glad we have 3/20 coming up.
Glad we laugh together – you’re a great audience.
Glad you’re smart enough to fear what you don’t know.
Glad you’re curious enough to seek out that which you don’t know regardless of the fear.
Glad you’re curious about pain – it’s still very early in your learning sphere.
Glad you’re a slut – you really are.
Glad you’re submissive – it’s a mindset and mannerism that was designed for you.


and there is more before, more following but He ends with this:


Glad that there is nothing more beautiful on this planet than you wearing my collar.



i know this isn’t gonna move YOU the way it moves me but gosh…as Will Crimson said on his blog, (and i’m paraphrasing since i am too lazy to go quote now, sorry Will!)….everyone deserves that time in their life to be so wanted, so desired…



15 thoughts on “One More Real-Life nilla ~ love letters

  1. 🙂 Gee, I can see the glow of that smile from here. I recognize that glow! Been there, worn that. 🙂

    Love you!


      1. Yup! Most definitely so… Lit the room up and heated it by 5 more degrees.



  2. Oh Sweetie, that brought an “aw” to my lips and tears to my eyes. The good kind of tears!
    I so love it when they understand how much a sweet note or poem or touch means to us!


    1. *smiles*…exactly so…that “touch” is so so so so so oh so important!

      thanks for the aww…the touch of tears (me too, since i was bawling when i read it myself..), and the hug!


  3. That is sooooo sweet – I’m so happy for you, ‘Nilla. But you knew that right. As for deserving it – no one, absolutely no one, deserves it more than you.

    He’s got a nice way with words, doesn’t he?



    1. i told Him yesterday when i saw Him for a lil quickie, what you said, aisha…and he got all squirmy about it…so cute!

      thanks subsis…


  4. That was really delightful ‘nilla! I’m so happy that you’re happy – you deserve it, love, and no mistake. You are a special and wonderful lady who deserves the best in everything – and it would seem you’ve got it!

    I can almost feel the warm glow of your delight and fulfilment from here, 5 000 km away!

    Bless you ‘nilla – and your Dominant – you are both so very fortunate to have found each other.

    Bob xx.

    1. thanks Bob…your comment made me smile…i am so happy…so happy.

      He is *perfect* for me…He hurts me good, controls me, and he makes me laugh. We have said many times to each other that if we’d done a “” kind of thing, we’d never have met…we’re pretty opposite on many things…but we’ve found our common ground…and it’s good. better than good.

    1. Hi Ava,

      thanks for commenting…i’m so glad you liked it. Master thinks everyone will think He’s a softy….(trust me, He is…and He’s not!)…i keep telling Him that we like mushy stuff once in a while and it’s okay (He did approve the post, btw)…He says He’ll take the fee out of my ass…

      i know, like *thats* a *bad* thing??



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