Year nine. Yes. NINE. YEARS. I can hardly believe that as I write it. Master and I have maintained our D/s relationship, through ups and downs, highs and lows. And yet, we carry on. I'm the "small s" side of that designation as he often reminds me. I'm silly and prone to giggling at inopportune times. He's a wicked Sadist, who feeds me my drug of choice--pain. My brain is always spinning dirty and dark little fantasies, which I sometimes share with the world. Welcome to the nilla-verse. It's wet and slippery here...with a dragon or two lurking.
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Sorry for the spankus interuptus, Okay, bad joke, hope the rest of the weekend pulls together and makes you smile, very sad picture of Nilla, will remember the happier ones!
Life has a way of getting in the way sometimes. I definitely feel for you. The woman that I’m ever so grateful to have in my life, especially today, and I were unable to get together last week and it may be another week before we will see each other, making 3 weeks. I can’t imagine eleven.
I am so very sorry that you have to wait. Blame it on Mercury in Retrograde… It started today. (turkey day)
Wolf sends his hugs too along with a “Damnit!” in frustration for your delay. I think he’d work for your Sir if he could as it isn’t fair you’ve had to wait so long.
Sorry. I know it is hard when you can’t see him, but just think how hungry you both will be when things finally work out again. (naughty thoughts flashing through my mind)
Thanks mijena…you keep those naughty thoughts flashing!!! LOL…He’s been “priming the pump” for a few days, now, though our day is postponed.
He keeps telling me that he’ll have to see which “weapon” is the most effective on my ass…the brush or the new crop….and it makes me shiver with dread….and delight!
Sorry, it didn’t work out.
Hugs,
mouse
thanks mouse, appreciate those hugs…
today is better for me, up and feeling better and coping.
that’s what we do, right? *smile*
nilla
Hugs. Big fat squooshy ones.
:p
Thanks pepper…hugs are terrrific!
and i’m coping better today. Last night…not so much (obviously)…
nilla
Nilla,
Your picture brought tears to my eyes. I am so sorry!
thanks charlotte….
sympathy tears are appreciated…and this morning i am better about it. Maybe its the turkey in the oven?
*smile*
nilla
Dear ‘Nilla
I’m sooooo sorry. Damn. Wish i could do something to help, but don’t have a thing to offer. I hope everybody’s ok…
Big hug,
aisha
hugs help.
thanks sis.
yeah, things are okay, just a work obligation that came up last minute for him. and i’m done pouting now.
nilla
Bummer. Mick
thanks mick…and i am reminded that i need to fix the link for you guys…
nilla
I am hoping that this was written LAST sunday and you are now much much closer to that day.
I feel for you sweetie
sfp
oh, don’t i wish…well, not…but whats one more week after 11 others, right?
and Sunday my kids and family will decorate the house for Yule, top to bottom…that will make my heart a bit lighter.
nilla
nilla, I’m sorry for the Lifus Interptus *hugs*
Thanks S.Sir….
lifus interuptus…made me smile!
nilla
Ohh, that is sad. Sorry to hear it.
-sin
thanks sin…i’m better about it today…
nilla
Huge Hugs…gawd that sucks
So on an impossibly bright and possibly too cheerful note:
Happy Hand Turkey Day hon!
Thanks Charlene….it sucks, but i’ve got my big girl panties and i’m dealing…LOL @ hand turkey!
Happy HT day to you too!
nilla
It is only distance and time that keeps you apart..
You are forever in each ther’s hearts.
Lots to be Thankful for!
~faithful
indeed.
i’ve spent much of today being grateful for him in my life. And we’ve had small “touches” of time…but there won’t be any this week…
but when it happens, i know it will be superlative.
Blessings to you and yours, faithful!
nilla
Sorry for the spankus interuptus, Okay, bad joke, hope the rest of the weekend pulls together and makes you smile, very sad picture of Nilla, will remember the happier ones!
actually, that was a good joke, and made me smile.
spankus interruptus…*grin*…
i know you have some much happier pics of nilla in your head…and thanks for the underlying note of caring, Bill. It is greatly appreciated.
nilla
Life has a way of getting in the way sometimes. I definitely feel for you. The woman that I’m ever so grateful to have in my life, especially today, and I were unable to get together last week and it may be another week before we will see each other, making 3 weeks. I can’t imagine eleven.
Thanks for writing Tripp.
And it is so hard to face that disappointment, isn’t it? How we yearn to be with the ones we care so much about.
I hope you manage to be with your special someone, and soon.
in empathy,
nilla
Big hugs Nilla.
Thanks sweetie…i’m better now, i guess. i miss the Man…though he is constantly on my mind today…despite thanksgiving and all….i’m still on ZNN…
guess that means he loves me!
nilla
Oh Nilla,
I am so very sorry that you have to wait. Blame it on Mercury in Retrograde… It started today. (turkey day)
Wolf sends his hugs too along with a “Damnit!” in frustration for your delay. I think he’d work for your Sir if he could as it isn’t fair you’ve had to wait so long.
yanno…i had wondered if fucking merc retro was happening. it just *felt* that way…
and then to have it on turkey day…i had a mini blow out with my sis the evening before, tho the day was okay…i am so glad to have it behind me.
Thanks to you and to Wolf for your ongoing and steadfast support…it means a lot to me, to have you both “in my corner” so to speak!
love,
nilla
Sorry. I know it is hard when you can’t see him, but just think how hungry you both will be when things finally work out again. (naughty thoughts flashing through my mind)
Thanks mijena…you keep those naughty thoughts flashing!!! LOL…He’s been “priming the pump” for a few days, now, though our day is postponed.
He keeps telling me that he’ll have to see which “weapon” is the most effective on my ass…the brush or the new crop….and it makes me shiver with dread….and delight!
nilla