i can’t sleep. can’t seem to settle.
i’ve not heard from Master in hours. LOTS of hours.
likely it means he fell asleep on his couch…he’s working long hours and i get it.
i’m still a fucking needy wench here, boys and girls. need my fix. need my drug of choice…need my Master.
He’s there. I know he’s fine.
i am just…antsy.
Okay, other stuff.
two new chapters in the Felicitations story (go to Pages in the sidebar and click on that story.) are up. No one has commented so I don’t know what you all think about it…or if you knew it was there. So. Now ya know!
i’m jumping all around here. insomnia brain. bear with me.
Master loves me.
I know it, though He rarely says it. He’s not given to mushy stuff. And I’m okay with that. It is how He is wired. He shows it in a multitude of ways.
Last night we were talking. I don’t recall exactly what He said. He was being….a Dom…and I understood the implied love there.
and I said in my smartassy unsubby voice.. “Oh, Master, You KNOW You’re gonna miss me next week”
there was a pause, and the Man who rarely speaks his heart sighed.
“Yes. Yes nilla. I am going to miss you. Very much.”
that went right to my heart. Gosh.
I’m gonna miss Him right back.