Pre-empted for Fucking!

I could sit here and write a long and tedious blogpost about life, and rain, and sunshine, gardens, and anal play and tentacles.

But I won’t.

Not tonight.

Tonight I’m thinking about what He’ll do if I forget to bring my nipple clamps and weights. Tonight I’m wondering which shoes He’ll bring for me to wear, and how hard He’ll hit with that fucking pink hairbrush.

I’m thinking, too, about how long it’s been since a long and extended pain session, and how fucking long since I had an orgasm (Tuesday, people. Fucking Tuesday!)

I’m fretting a bit…can I walk in 6″ stiletto’s with an ankle that isn’t always happy to support me? That sounds like doubt…as if I need to worry about how He’ll care for me, about me, which is stupid, because He takes *excellent* care of His property. He is solicitous, which might sound strange to peeps new to this lifestyle. How can someone be solicitous of one whom He is preparing to beat the begeezuz out of?

Yet, He is.

He cares for me, about me, and will take good care of my stupid ankle.

And I worry…as always…can I take this? Can I take what He’ll dish out? Well, of course. There’s not an option once the door closes. He’ll fuck me, or fuck with me, however He chooses to. Hit me, slap me, pinch me….I’ll fall under His spell and all this nervous stuff will simply fall away. I won’t give two seconds of thought to my nerves once that door closes and locks behind me.

Consider all the sexy words have been put up on a shelf for the nonce…they’ll be back next week, but for now? They’re preempted.

Coz nilla is off to be royally fucked.

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23 thoughts on “Pre-empted for Fucking!

    1. oh, gosh we both needed this so badly. HOW does time pass so quickly? I swear we’re like teenagers in heat.

      nilla

  1. Nothing BEATS a royal fucking…(except your Master-bwahahaha). Ok, bad pun..,so spanko you!! Hehehehehe ohgods I’m on a pathetic attempt at humor roll….

    Enjoy dear nilla….ha- as if there is ANY chance you won’t. HA!

    Love that pic…that has to be one of THE most beautiful waiste cinchers I’ve seen!!

    Hugs,
    Fiona

    1. good bad pun! 🙂 if anyone appreciates a bad pun, tis i!
      Oh, he spanked me good. He used FSCT, but mostly? His hand. His hand, His hand. OMFG his hand.

      thanks for the cincher compliment, too!

      nilla

      1. Fuckin Silver Cake Thingy…it’s a cake server that he bought for our very first meeting…over these last years, it has taken on a soft curve, that exactly matches the shape of my ass…amazing coincidence, eh?

        nilla

      1. yeah…it’s *different* from clamps…clamps are for a different sort of hurtyness…but His fingers for the first time ever, were pure torture. Hurt SO good!
        nilla

  2. Wishing you a wonderful time with Master today. Unless you have something set to auto-post I doubt you will be writing anything, you’ll be floating for a few days I’m sure.

    1. I am floating. Likely I ‘ll come back here in a few days and say “I wrote WHAT?!” *laughing*…egads. I need a nap!

      nilla, floating

  3. The good ones are VERY solicitous…thank God…but I do understand the nerves…can I handle what he wants? Only one way to find out, right?

    Beautiful corset!! And boobs… 🙂

    1. gosh kayla, He was so good to me. No Wall this time, in deference to my foot, but I was able to wear the shoes, at least. I, uh, spent most of the time on my back. 🙂

      nilla

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