Ooooh Myyyyy Gawd…

I forgot what a mean Bastard he is. And the delighted laughter that comes from him when I say that to him. Right after a few hissed “fuck YOU!”‘s have come out first. I forgot how much he enjoys being mean…and immediately being kind…and immediately after that, slipping right into mean mode as I relax…

Never relax your guard around a Dom on a Dominance High. Like…ever.

I’ll write more once I can sit longer. Right now, I’m drained, empty, and yet so full.

And it hurts.


Hurts a lot.

But dayam it’s so amazingly, fucking good, too.

About vanillamom

For over 8 years--(EIGHT?!) nilla and M have been a D/s couple. I'm the "small s" side of that designation, as he often reminds me. I'm silly and prone to giggling at inopportune times. He's a wicked Sadist, who feeds me my drug of choice--pain. My brain is always spinning dirty and dark little fantasies, which I sometimes share with the world. Welcome to the nilla-verse. It's wet and slippery here...with a dragon or two lurking.
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10 Responses to Ooooh Myyyyy Gawd…

  1. Great! Now we are waiting for more. Tip

  2. jadescastle says:

    Happy, dreamy sigh for you.

    • vanillamom says:

      Dreamy sighs are the best. I’m still floating. Seriously. My feet haven’t touched earth in 3 days!


  3. abby says:

    Wide smile for you….hugs abby

    • vanillamom says:

      Thanks abby…I’m not sure I’ve stopped smiling yet. Boy, despite the hurt, I have so much energy!!! Like my batteries got a total recharge!

      (I so needed that!)


  4. faithfulreader2 says:

    Nothing like a “good hurt”!
    So happy you had time with your M.


  5. Could only think of great times.

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