Addicted to Porn

Wave your hand if you are, too?

Yeah, I thought so.

Not many want to admit to the “addiction” part because it’s bad, right? I mean, it’s okay to binge-watch Orange is the New Black, or the Simpsons, but binge-watching porn is bad.

I mean, really bad.

Except…perhaps not.

I have a deep affection for the human body in all it’s sizes, shapes and colors. From breasts to balls, I love looking at naked people. Hell to the yes, it makes me hot, wet, turned on.

Especially if there’s fucking involved.

Or domination.

Or pain.

Nipple clamps and bondage? Whoa, that almost makes me cum, just watching the expressions on the face of the “victim”. But being a submissive isn’t really about being a victim.

Watching “play rape” scenes doesn’t mean I want to be raped. Doesn’t mean I want to see someone be sexually assaulted if it’s not part of a D/s dynamic/agreement.

But fuck, it turns me on.

I can’t really say why. But I do refuse to believe that people engaged in sexual acts that bring them pleasure is wrong, or bad, or evil. So you’re not into anal?

Don’t do it.

Don’t watch it.

But don’t ban *me* from it…nor any of the thousands of people who like it, (or in my case, I can’t say I like it…it’s more of a form of domination that he does it and I like when he makes me do things I don’t like.)

For me that’s my kink. I’m okay with it, with how I am. With who I am. But damnation, it’s taken me into my 5th decade to learn that.

I hope any young whippersnappers who read here begin to find their way to what works, what makes them happy (and what is legal!). But if your kink is piercing your subs tits with needles or nails, leave me out of it.

*shudders*

See? That’s an immediate turn off for me right there. But for you? or You? I’m sure it’s something that gets you rock hard, or dripping wet. We’re pervie peeps, and we’re okay.

(It helps if you believe that the whole world is basically fucked up…because then you *KNOW* that you fit in! If fitting in is important to you!)

So let’s go hang out together on Tumblr (I’m nilla9 there) or  head on over to wherever you find your pervie stuff–and enjoy it. But perhaps…not at work!

And if your perv is my weekly titty pix–well, you know i’m woefully late. Better late than never? This is a repeat, but yanno, it IS football season and I’m so so happy to be watching my beloved Patriots once again (last week not withstanding).  Hmmm….can football be a kink? LOL It sure turns this subbie girl on!

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night peeps!

 

 

About vanillamom

For over 8 years--(EIGHT?!) nilla and M have been a D/s couple. I'm the "small s" side of that designation, as he often reminds me. I'm silly and prone to giggling at inopportune times. He's a wicked Sadist, who feeds me my drug of choice--pain. My brain is always spinning dirty and dark little fantasies, which I sometimes share with the world. Welcome to the nilla-verse. It's wet and slippery here...with a dragon or two lurking.
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11 Responses to Addicted to Porn

  1. ashlyroach says:

    A great post! Who don’t watch porn to get horny,🤔 but kink must be agreeable on both sides. Whippersnapper a fantastic word from the past. I can always appreciate your fantastic breasts but don’t have a scooby. About your beloved football

    • vanillamom says:

      football is kind of like rugby, or so I’m told. I don’t have a “scooby” (what a GREAT word!) about rugby!! YES! even violent porn, consensual non=consent MUST have an agreement of some kind prior. I’m not into those misogynists who declare that ‘cunts are just for fucking and serve no purpose in our world other than serving men”. During play, sure. But not in real life. That kind of kink is NOT something that turns me on.

      nilla

      • ashlyroach says:

        In the end it just boils down to respect, it is shame a few knob ends haven’t a scooby about. Scooby is a term used in the British military. Scooby doo I have not got a clue.

  2. H.H. says:

    Supper sexy Nilla!

  3. http://swingers-diaries.blogspot.com/ says:

    Like porn. Watch porn. People who are addicted to porn: People who watch more porn than I do.

    • vanillamom says:

      LOL! Hi lonesomepolecat, and thanks for the comment. Porn is out there for a reason…and if people weren’t consuming it, there wouldn’t be anything new. But there is, because of you. and me. and others like us. (there are worse things to be addicted to, too.)

      nilla

  4. ancilla ksst says:

    I like porn too. Definitely not addicted, but I watch it sometimes before I masturbate. Or sometimes because my friends send me links “You should watch this” and it usually turns out to violent anal. 🙂 Good friends!

    • vanillamom says:

      hi ancilla…yes, I use it to masturbate too, as well. violent anal gets me every time, I admit! (most violent sexual acts, beatings, fuckings, whatever, kind of get me.)

      Glad to know I’m not alone, and I think it’s a good thing to accept this part of who we are as wholeheartedly as we do any other part of who we are.

      nilla

  5. You know how some teams have a saying or picture they slap on their way to the field, I think the Patriots should have this picture to slap on their way out, just maybe you would enjoy the idea. I am addicted to porn, in all venues. Tip

    • vanillamom says:

      😀

      And I’ve come to understand that it is okay. Just the way some folks are addicted to, say, football (snicker, who, ME? LOL!) or baseball, or tinkering with cars, or buying clothes or shoes…we all have our “thing”..and for us pervie people, it’s watching other people be naked, and get hit, or do the hitting, or tits, or fucking…porn in all it’s many forms. It doesn’t rule our lives, it just adds a layer to our interest of it. What’s the point of being alive without some fun, anyway? Right?

      nilla

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