After many months of vanilla with M and I…
which isn’t to say that we’ve not talked and texted…but no D/s…
suddenly out of the blue, He’s back.
He sent me a text last night that I need to wear my nipple clamps for 22 minutes a day. At work. (Except for tonight, since it’s a Holiday. Which kind of makes me giggle but then again, I am a sick fuck. 😀 So instead I am wearing them while I write to you all about these epic changes! )
And it’s fine, because I mostly work alone. But still. Then I’m supposed to wear a butt plug on Friday…but I can’t find them! I think I remember him taking them after our last playtime. I just know they aren’t here. So…I can’t do that Friday task. Still waiting to see his solution for that.
My gods. My nipples hurt! I’m pegged now, and I’ve forgotten how much “virginal nipples” ache when clamped. I like it, don’t get me wrong, but man oh man !! OUCH!
Then I find my phone and I have yet another text from the Dom.
“BTW, nilla, no playing with yourself until I get some satisfaction from your torture.”
I’m staring at my phone in shock, horror, and okay, total awe at the awesomeness that is my Master.
Holy hell, I’m hot. I’m bothered. I’m turned on and alive and …where the fuck did this come from? Waaaay outta left field, pervie peeps. I mean, we’ve been in vanilla mode for a looooooong time.
And okay, perhaps, maybe, possibly I’ve stalled a bit on setting up a playtime. I can own up to that. I’m busy and I didn’t really think I was a priority for him. I know he loves to beat me, but he’s busy too, so I figured business dealings took my place. Work fills my needs…and I guessed that his did the same. Maybe even moreso.
So, yeah, go ahead. Sue me for being all “whatever” about playtime.
And hell, the weather up here in the frozen north has NOT been conducive to meet-ups, and the 36 hours we were above freezing were spent working at a fever pitch to get outside things attended to before the temps came crashing down. I don’t think my blow-up Santa Claus will ever be quite the same…he was hard-frozen by the ice storm, then pelted into the ground with 15 inches of snow! I’ve had clients out the ass (see what I did there?!) and more work that I can handle, and and and…
Well he’s changed things up, because…suddenly, planning for a playtime with my Tormentor is becoming a necessity.
Did I mention how absolutely horny I am now?
He has gone from zero to 85 in a heartbeat. I’m not sure *my* heart can keep up. I’m all fuddled and ‘whoa’ and…and did I mention that as I write this, my nipples hurt? Well, they do! And my pussy aches. And I want.
Suddenly I’m starving for something I haven’t had in so long, almost like wanting fresh-from-the-tree cherries… in January. Like those cherries, I’ve been out of season. I’ve been frozen just like my blow up Santa Claus.
But magically, there’s been a thaw -a Master Thaw – and that’s cracked my ice, cleaved it neatly in two, and the boiling needs have thrust their way up and out. I may never get them put back.
Oh gods, the slut is out. The slut is loose. She …me…I…crave Him. Crave His pain. Crave His sadism, His lust, His desires. I’ll be the recipient of His slapping hands, His biting teeth, His pinching and clamping and smacking. I need it more than mere words can express.
I can’t believe I forgot how much I need this side of Him.
So for now, I’ll be clamped…and horny…and wanton…and looking desperately for time to be with Master, and get the full-on beating I’ve been promised.
I’ve missed my Dom. I’m glad He’s back, glad he’s still that mean, tormenting Bastard that I adore.
PS I forgot how much these fuckers hurt when you take them off….*moans*…