Question Month Q. 2

Olivia asked: is there a kinky thing you’ve never done that you’d like to try, given the right opportunity?

I did think about this a lot while it snowed today. (yes, frikking snowed a nor’easter AGAIN! 3rd one in 10 days…!)

So, I’ve done a lot in the last 9 years. That’s not a braggy thing, btw, just a statement of fact. But there are things I haven’t done because they are not my kink, nor M’s. He has a very clear guideline–if there’s something HE wants to try, we’ll do it. He’ll entertain ideas of things I might want and consider them, but not necessarily do them. I had sex with a visitor that he lined up, while He watched and took pix. I’ve had nipple pain/beating, anal sex, and the last playtime, bondage to the bed so that I could not move. (That was a big one for me, verrrry hawt!)

Is there something I haven’t done that I’d like?

I’ve had a long fascination with having my nipples pierced, but now? I dunno. M has cautioned against it because he could really hurt me with them. He’s very nipple-centric? And because I’m older, and my skin is not youthful and forgiving, it could do damage, which both of us would like to avoid. (He’s not opposed to hurting me, but damaging me is something he’s very careful about.)

I like the idea of an anal hook, but I’ll confess I’m not a huge fan of anal to begin with. I also confess that I cum like an anal whore when He fucks my ass, so…yeah.

I think the only thing I haven’t tried that I might like to explore is wax play…and that’s a pretty tame thing isn’t it? Have I disappointed all you pervie peeps? I watch porn GIFs and videos etc, and while I find the stuff on there mostly erotic, it’s mostly stuff that’s really nasty that gets me off, while NOT being something I want to experience. Like being fucked by a roomful of people. Or beaten to unconsciousness and fucked. It’s great to masturbate to, but not so much for real life, yanno?

Maybe some of that is how long I’ve been in the kink world, and some is how infrequently M and I have gotten together…it’s been 7 months since I last saw him IRL. Seven. Fucking. Months. And maybe some of it is my age. I hate to say I’m more wary because for so long I was a total “throw caution to the wind” kind of slut. As an older person, I feel more…breakable? Plus, in my job, I need to be in good physical shape or I can’t work. So, I’m not jaded, but my vanilla life (and lack of play) has definitely narrowed my needs down to the simple basics: fuck me brainless, spank me, beat my tits, fuck my face…

All the rest is just, at least for now, fantasy.

Thanks for asking, Olivia!

4 thoughts on “Question Month Q. 2

  1. There is plenty of time for not doing things, not much for doing. If you want something do it. I know I regret not doing a ton of things that I will never have a chance at again. Tip

    1. Yes! So many things I’ve not done that I wish I’d made time for. Physically, I need to be more careful, my ankles aren’t what they used to be, sadly. But yes. I don’t think you get all the years behind you without collecting a certain amount of regrets to go along with them. And then you need to put regret aside, and keep moving forward. And remember to do some of the things NOW that you don’t want to regret a few years from today.

      nilla

    1. cool! I figured it was kind of mundane, wax play, I mean. Jz already snagged me on using the “old” word…I’m not old, I just carry a lot of years with me?

      hahaha…

      nilla

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