Hopefully…

Many of you may know that I don’t believe in “New Years Resolutions”…I think if you need to change something, you acknowledge it and begin to work on it right away…maybe that’s the submissive at work in my deeper consciousness (after all, HE won’t wait for a change, right?). But it’s a long-held belief, and I started a few things that reared their ugly head during the late fall.

Like giving up soda, specifically diet soda. Yes, it’s terrible for you. I know it. But I was so busy, and not eating (can you believe it, a fat girl not eating?!)…and I needed the caffeine boost, so diet soda it was. And then the spins began. It happened when I was just, you know, standing. Or walking. Or once, while driving.

What. The. Everloving. Fuck.

I know I’m getting older, but not old enough for that. I knew there was a virus going around…but for the hell of it, I stopped the soda, and just like that, the dizzy spells ceased. And I had soda again, and got dizzy again. I have no idea what the correlation is, and don’t care…I just know that it’s out for me.

Which I’ve already fallen off the wagon on, twice. This isn’t about perfection, I was reminded by a friend. It’s about persistence. I’ve gone about 10 days now…

One of the other things I thought about in December as a semi-resolution, was to start blogging more regularly. After all, I now have TWO dangling stories, and I made myself a promise that I would finish them. I didn’t put a formal deadline out there but maybe before Easter. Why then? I don’t know. I just pulled a date out of my head that would be a good benchmark. And here I am, blogging two days in a row! It’s a New Years miracle. *laughs*

So, now it’s out there in public. In virtual print. Geeze. I’m NOT a commitment-phobe, so I guess I need to sit my ass down much more regularly, and get to it.

And I do have such a dirty mind.

*grins*

6 thoughts on “Hopefully…

    1. I do need to write more, and I’m trying hard for 3 days a week, which is better than 3 times a year! LOL!
      Hey hey hey, Dr. STrangeguy could be here any moment…

      nilla

  1. Definitely the Ace-k sweetener. Acesulfame potassium. The powers that be swear it’s safe, but I know I have issues with it and a lot of other folks who have a sensitivity to it, so avoiding it is a wise move. That is some nasty shiz…

    1. I’ve successfully made it over a week now, opting for water (I’m not a coffee drinker) if I get something when I’m out. Water is good for me, I know it, but man I sure miss that bite and sizzle on the tongue…

      nilla, dizzy free!

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