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About vanillamom

For over 8 years--(EIGHT?!) nilla and M have been a D/s couple. I'm the "small s" side of that designation, as he often reminds me. I'm silly and prone to giggling at inopportune times. He's a wicked Sadist, who feeds me my drug of choice--pain. My brain is always spinning dirty and dark little fantasies, which I sometimes share with the world. Welcome to the nilla-verse. It's wet and slippery here...with a dragon or two lurking.

Porn Rant ~ Kink Your Own Kink…but…

So when a slut is deprived of stimulation from her Master, and when that slut is needy, she needs to find other ways to amuse herself. What better way, I ask, than *looking* at porn? I started on Tumblr a … Continue reading

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HNT~Tropical Lace

It’s frigging cold up here in the Northeast (though I admit today was warmer at 44* than it’s been in quite some time!)…and we’re not ready! Okay, *I’m* not ready. Places north of us have snow. ON the GROUND. *shivers* … Continue reading

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Pull

Her nipples throbbed. Tight clamps grasped them, then were strung through pulleys  to weights that hung wholly supported by those tender fleshy bits. The weights wobbled as she trembled. If she leaned back, the weights lifted, resting on a thin … Continue reading

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HNT~ Better Late than Never

Right? I’ve been very lax in titty pix lately, mostly because I keep forgetting it’s Thursday…until Friday rolls around and remember that I forgot. Clear as mud, right?! Anyhoo, this pic is from our post-playtime this summer, as the bruising … Continue reading

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Itty Bitty Pity Party

Just a small personal aside in my sudden burst of writing (not that I want to impede the progress of that, but sometimes one needs to just vent, yanno?) So that surgery I had a few weeks ago has totally … Continue reading

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Librarian: A Danger Date Story

She liked this quiet time best, when the library was not far from closing. There were just a few patrons scattered around the various chairs, reading periodicals, while several were perusing the current bestseller stack. Not quite time to begin … Continue reading

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Rape Fantasy

I always feel strange prefacing my rape fantasy fare with a warning, but these days *shrugs* who knows what people are capable of misconstruing. Rape fantasy is something many of us fantasize about.  Doesn’t mean we’re “askin’ for it” unless … Continue reading

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HNT~Boobies? WHERE ARE THE BOOBS?

Here, here!! I’m later than late but hell, it’s still Thursday! For the next 34 minutes, so I’m not totalllllly deficient!! Without further ado, let me boob ya!

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Violated

a reminder to you all — this is fantasy, do not try this at your neighbors house. ty ~nilla~   The day had sucked. Big-fucking-time. Everything had gone awry, from the coffee that she’d dropped on the subway platform, to … Continue reading

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Wet

This is what a day off does to me… ~nilla~   “You filthy whore” His words made her flinch. In her vanilla life, it was the epitome of horrific things to be called.  In his apartment, those nasty words only … Continue reading

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